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The noises surround my body,flying throught he air like darts flung from their tongues.in on ear and out the other.they fly over my head and penatrate my skin.i cant focus,i cant pay attention.i cant do alot of things.i cant fly and be perfect.i cant get him back.i can never get them back…none of them.the only one who wouldve stayed i had to leave.ive found someone new but it wont work.never does..it’s just as well.i just break the hearts of whom i care the most.they place their heart inside my fingers as i place mine in theirs but somehow my hands get antzy.they twitch and jerk cracking and crumbling their love.the love they entrusted in me is ruined.i ruined it..im disgusting.